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Name: Jenn
Gender: Female
Interests: dance. colorguard.my friends .music of all kinds. awesome people. elephants. vanessa carlton. laughing. being with my awesome friends who i love. xanga. talking with some cool folks. learning new things. being me. romantic movies . poetry .guys with blue eyes. new clothes. late night talks. icons. jewlery. make-up. Christmas. 90s music. everyone else i didnt mention. swedish fish. topaz and tanzite. the colors black, purple, and orange- but not together!. getting eprops and/or comments. sleeping in.
Expertise: colorguard. dance. being awesome lol. . daydreaming. keeping secrets. offering advice. being honest. and just being me.
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AIM:  LtleTopaz
Member Since:
6/30/2004
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| you, know it's funny how fast and easily your life can change. in an instant, all good things happening can end. and just when you think nothing can go your way, someone somehow enters your life and changes your mind.
im a little confused at the moment. things are complicated. no one reads this, so theres no need to explain.
i'm a senior in high school. wow. i cant believe how fast these years have gone by. im speechless, actually.
Summer *O7 <33
~Jenn
im so lame. haha i said it was a pointless entry.
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| There's been a lot since Febraury.
Um prom for one was march 30. It was a lot of fun. I have a ton of pictures from the evening- they're all on facebook. I felt like a princess and it was a memorable evening.
Unfortunately since then, me and chris broke up like the middle of april. =/ things just weren't good anymore and we fought over everything. There's other things,too but I doubt that anyone really cares hah. It was an emotional rollercoaster to say the least. Break ups suckkk. But it opened my eyes to a lot of things- mostly to the amazing friends I have and have made over the past weeks. I'm ready to meet new people and just be me. I'm just gonna go with the flow and remember that whatever happens will happen for a reason. I'm happy now and though having a boyfriend is great and a lot of fun, I don't need a guy to make me feel happy. friends<3333
We had Nationals for Jersey Girls in April, too. We won 1st, "Most Amazing Technical Skills," a paid bid to go to Final Destination, and Grand Champions which included a trophy about the size of me, $500 check, and $1500 of Kaeppa stuff. Pretty sweet. May 3 we went to the Final Destination Competition in Baltimore. I didn't go to school that Friday haha. It was a lot of fun. We didn't really plan on going to that competition, so it was kinda last minute. We came in 2nd out of 7 and the Juniors won 1st in their category. The group that came in 1st was really good, but it wasn't a Jazz dance. =/ whatev 2nd is still pretty sweet.
I can't believe this school year is practically over. We have about a month left of school. Funny, I still have a load of projects and work to do. Booo! I'm really really looking forward to this summer. But on the other hand, that means Ill be a senior and graduating before I know it. Its so weird how fast these few years have gone by. Like I feel like freshman year was yesterday. I'm practically a senior! Ahh! Ill be 18 at the end of this year! Crazzyyyy! It makes me sad thinking about next year cause its my last year for dance and colorguard. I'm gonna be such a mess. I get sooo upset just thinking about it...
Some other things in breif: I got a job! I haven't started yet though, haha. I took the SATs last week and they were sooo hard! I love my friends. And I'm soooo excited for the williamsburg trip next week! Ahhh! =)
Okay, this is long enough. Maybe ill be able to post a little more often since I have a lot more time on my hands. Haha I always say that, but I actually like writing in here. =)
Peace out, homesss. comment =)
Love, Jenn | | |
| I'm sitting at play practice and there's nothing really to do, so why not an xanga update!
Well lets see. January dance competition was really good. We came in first for ss lyrical, ballet, tap, pointe, and pantomine, sapphire ballet, tap, pantomine, jersey girl jazz, production. 2nd place for both jazzes, sapphire lyrical, and hiphop. High score jazz, pointe, ballet, and pantomine. Yay us! Were pretty amazing.
The weekend after that we had another competition sponsored by rutgers. We got a 398.5 out of 400! That's a platinum and the highest score of the whole competition. We also go the rutgers dance team award whatever that means. AND we were invited to dance a rutgers basketball game! Yay! So we dance at the game tomorrow. =)
Hm what else? Uh me and chris broke up and then after a week we were back together. Ha go figure. Just can't get enough of that kid. Lol uh jess's sweet sixteen was sunday which was pretty amazing lol. Oh and half my kitchen is a wreck due to a pipe leak upstairs that flooded my kitchen. We had a bunch of fans and we have to have the ceiling/walls and some carpeting redone. Wonderful.
Uh okay I think that's it. Its gonna have to be. Peace kids. <33 comment? Ha as if anyone ever uses xanga these days. | | |
| So these past months have been quite eventful. We had a really successful marching band season- we even were on TV! I'm really really sad that the season is over. I still have one more year.
I've been going to dance more often due to the completion of the marching band season. I love it there. They are my favorite group of girls ever. I can't wait for competition, yet I know I gotta work my butt off to do the 15 dances I'm in. Wish me luck, but I know I can do it.
Sometimes I wonder what the heck ill do with my life when I graduate high school. Dance and colorguard have been my life. These things and these people have helped me grow and develop into the person I am today. Its all I know, and knowing that my comforts and my 'rocks' won't be there once I graduate really upsets me. =(
Anyway, this week I was inducted into NHS. I'm really proud of myself, but I'm gonna have to work extremely hard this year to keep up my grades. It was also my birthday this past week and I got my license!! Ahh! Jenn is on the road!! Chris got me a coach wristlet and a pair of blue topaz earrings. =) I love him. Heheh Last night my family and I (+chris) went out to the Melting Pot to celebrate everything that has happened lately. The prime reason was my birthday, but it was my parent's anniversary, my (and chris's) NHS induction, and matt's hard work and talent (he made his school's basketball team), too. I think there was something else but I forget. Whoops. It was a lot of fun. I love my family. Afterwards, we went home and then I convinced my parents to let me drive chris around the town for a little bit. I'm surprised they let me cause my mom worries about everything. Lol. So I took chris and matt (cause he wanted to come, too) and we went to walgreens to get my parents an annaversary gift. I think they appreciated it. I drove pretty good too. I'm proud lol.
Today wasn't as great. Yesterday I thought I just lost my voice, but I woke up a lot in the middle of the night cause I couldn't breathe. I took all my meds- even a nebulizer treatment- but nothing worked. So I went to the doctor's and took more meds, another treatment, and a shot. My peak flow, which determines my breathing level, was extremely low. It was better after the medication but it was still low. After the doctors, we got my perscriptions and went home. I was sooo tired and weak. I went right to sleep. I missed the states football game. =( I was soo upset that I couldn't go. I heard it was a great game and we won the states title. Day off from school? I hope so! But I really feel bad that I couldn't go, yet at the same time, it wasn't worth risking my health =/ I hate being asthmatic. Is pretty scary sometimes.
So now I'm sitting in my bed, just kinda resting and regaining my strength. I'm starting to feel better with all the medication I'm on. I have some math homework so I guess I gotta go do that.
Hope you enjoyed an update! I appologize for the length.
--Jenn | | |
| Ugh, just what I expected: my schedule sucks.
Homeroom: Mr. T
1st: Music
2nd: Honors Chemistry
3rd: Spanish 3 Honors
4th: Theology- I have absolutely NO friends in that class, no lie. definately not looking forward for it. =(
5th: US History 1 Honors
6th: Lunch- finally... I've had 3rd period lunch for the past 2 years. I'm going to starve
7th: Algebra 2 =/
8th: English 3 Honors. There's 17 people in that class. Only class with christopher
There you have it. It might not seem THAT bad but believe me, so far, it is. | | |
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